I’m quite thankful that I grew up in the generation that I
did. One where not being straight isn’t seen as much as a taboo as it once was.
Oh sure, discrimination persists as it does for pretty much anything that isn’t
the norm, but when I came out as bisexual at my high school formal (in response
to a gay joke, no less), words cannot express how happy I was that went over as
well as it did. It remains one of my few memories from that time that I
wholeheartedly cherish.
But even with that said, no matter how much acceptance there
is in society for such things, it still feels
like a secret that needs to be divulged. "Coming out" is still treated as more
of an event than anything to do with heterosexuality, and at a time like high
school where one is still trying to figure out what their identity even is,
that event can feel terrifying. Even when dealing with people who you know in
your heart of hearts would welcome it.
As much as I want to lambast this film purely for the
inclusion of Martin, the epitome of all things naively vile about straight
society who brings some serious unwelcome awkwardness to the proceedings, even
his inclusion builds on the film’s main notions regarding being gay. The fact
that it’s a decision that the person themselves has to come to regarding coming
out, juggled with the usual apprehension about being one’s self that comes with
the act of growing up, is treated as something personal and, more importantly,
not anyone else’s business unless that person decides to announce it.
But like any secret, keeping it a secret usually involves
building more secrets on top of it. Whatever the reason may be, even if they
are founded like with Simon’s own apprehensions, keeping such a core aspect of
one’s identity a secret can mean having to become someone else entirely to hide
it. And you may not like who that person is, even more so than the idea of
being shunned for revealing your true self. It’s a look at aspects of personal
and sexual identity that makes for an occasionally cringey (mostly whenever
Martin is on-screen) but mainly heartfelt look at what it’s like to live
amongst the homo-sapien agenda.
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